Saturday, July 13, 2013

In Spite

     I don't know if it's the head cold talking, or if it's New Girl, or if it's the presence of the impending school year, but I feel like remaking myself.  I feel like revamping myself.  I want to be . . . I don't know, less shy?  Yeah, less shy.  More outgoing.  More apt to talk to people, make friends, be more social . . . Wow, I must have a fever.  I can't believe I just said I need to be more social.

     I haven't posted in a long time.  A lot has happened.  One of my best friends isn't coming back to college.  He's gone off to the army.  I don't know what to do.  Who's room am I gonna hide in when I don't feel like being social anymore?  I'm not ready to go back to school.  Guys, I'm losing my mind.  I'm out.  Goodnight.